Selfish Turn

This book is my 2018 daily journal consisting of bouts of depression, struggling with bitterness, questioning God, health challenges, schooling, relocated to New York, stopped being in the limelight as a Singer/Preacher(Focused on emotionally healing), became comfortable with certain realities, healed over mom's death, pitied dad and I who remained, had marital upheavals, divorce threats, my struggle with religion vs christianity, sufferings of PTSD, learning to love and trust again, practiced self-preservation, got a good solid 9 to 5 job and stayed consistent. In this journey, I came face to face with the enemy, and sometimes the enemy was me. The pages of this book reveal raw pain, but real hope. As you flip, you will witness sadness and joy at the same time, but you will join me in laughter on many paragraphs. You will see how having a support system is key to your mental and emotional state of mind. I did not hold back in this book. I served this meal hot, and it is succulent! Do you desire to be loved? Do you want to be healed? Do you want to hear the truth? Do you long for freedom? Do you desire authenticity? Do you need hope? Do these words resonate with you? Grief, Content, Self-Care, Divorce, Bitterness, Invalidation, Authenticity, Broke, Self-Control, Temper, Loneliness, Marriage, Heaviness, Addiction, Doubt in God, Restoration, Stress, Death, Hospice, Emotional Baggage.......If you answered yes to any of these questions, then you're holding the right book. Enjoy!