LISTEN TO HIM

Each and every one of you I spoke of; you encouraged me to keep pushing. Most of my plans fell apart and I still chose to push through because I believed. That's FAITH! As painful as those times were, God never left me. Having many broken hearts, I have to say.... if I did not meet the person I still love today (Messiah), yet alone fall so sick and madly in love with him, I'm not sure if I'd be writing a book or rather completing it. I do have a lot to say. He did say one time that I write movie scripts due to my stories, but it was a joke. I might as well have turned it into a book. Would he ever return and stay true to his family? If it weren't for him breaking my heart more terribly, I wouldn't have reached this far in closing. I've taken on Entrepreneurship in Leadership and Management, Software Engineering, and becoming an author/entrepreneur...as well as a healthier diet, and a better lifestyle overall because of him. Also, had he stayed with me presently during the times I went from state to state being homeless, he wouldn't have accomplished the success he has today with his business.... nor would I be able to add the struggle to my story or book to let you all know that nothing is truly impossible. He's innovative and smart, and I knew that he had the potential to become more than he could ever think of. I knew he had a dream to chase, so I encouraged him. I am glad that I supported the jump off for his entrepreneurial success. Had he stayed, we would've probably been married and had more children instead first. Sometimes what we want for ourselves does not line up with what God has for us. Thanks to Messiah, it was proven that I could take on and handle the responsibilities of a mother, a potential wife, a partner, and a true friend all together. By his distant love and lectures, and by God's grace and mercy, I'm getting to know all that I can be! My love, you are the flame to my candle for me to shine. Forever my heart; I love you!!!