First Conversations with Jesus

These conversations happened in the 80´s between Pablo and Jesus. The content is very direct and surpasses many concepts we may have from the Bible or even the Course in Miracles. Jesus calls Pablo and all of us to align with him and the Father in each given moment. He calls this the connection with the home beacon. Therefore he provided a doable way to follow him and to awake from the dream of space/time in this lifetime. "Now, Pablo, as I indicated a little bit earlier today, all of the elements necessary for you to make the shift have already been brought into play over the past nine years. When you have been Listening and Hearing, what you have "heard" is the experience of Knowing. This has not been a gift from me to you, because I am not present as a separated presence to give you anything. It is time for you to understand clearly that you, as some inconsequential little twirp, have not been the recipient of a beneficent gift which therefore has had nothing to do with you. Rather, it has been a direct experience of your Self. As I have said, this "sidekick," this imaginary partner, called "Bumbling Pablo," is losing strength. Its seeming actuality is fading. Because of this there is a more strenuous effort arising to find out where you fit in, and who you are. As I also said, you cannot afford to pursue that quest...ion. You have been in the picture all along. The thinking which the fantasy partner or false sense of self has engaged in will be replaced with the Knowing which has been constituted of the direct experience of your Self. When it has seemed as though you were talking with me and drawing upon the infinite Knowing, you have been connected to You, and it has constituted the substance of You, even though as long as you were identifying with the fantasy sense of yourself it has seemed as though you were not connected with yourself and who you were was becoming less and less significant. Literally, graduation, here, is going to involve forsaking thinking, and Listening always. When you feel inclined to think, stop, and desire to Know. It is also important not to give too much attention to this apparent "questioner." The expression of desire to Know doesn't truly postulate the presence of a questioner, and this is a very important point to understand. The experience of the desire to Know is simply the means of giving permission to Know."